"Lean towards me and throw your heart"

IM NOT HAJAR !

Saturday, June 26, 2010

HAJAAAAAAAAAAAR ! I don't want them to leave lehh . Awwwww, I'm going to miss them .Showcase was worth a thousand million times ! I dont want to forget anything about the showcase . Haha . The waving, the touchings, the joy . Dongwoon freaking ran to me laaaa, and held out his hand to me . OMGOSHIII . Hahahahahaahahha ! I remember how he smile widely with his teeth when he say my placard & wave . Waaaaaah . I remember how he look at me and nod his head . GOOOOOOSH ! HAHAHAHA . I LOVE THE SHOWCASE :D & HOW I HOPE THERE'S NO END ! Last 2 songs rock ttm!

PS: IM NOT HAJAR :D

FANDOM.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

6th June - SUPER JUNIOR

19th-22nd June - UKISS

23rd-26th June - BEAST

JUNE=AMZINGLY AWESOME

YET @#$%&**)(_)^&%#@w$e%^

GRADUATION~♥

Thursday, May 27, 2010

26TH MAY 2010

FINALLY~!

MY GRADUATION~!!!!!!

I AM GRADUATED~!!!

*tears*

thanks mummy & daddy

for attending my graduation ceremony~!!

VIVIAN, HUIMIN, PEKFAN, EN

WE GRADUATED~!!!!!

THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE~!!!

I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!

Labels: graduation

눈물....

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

"내 앞에서 울...."

HELLO!

i am tired.

and right now,

i have no idea what i want to do.

BORED.

& sleepy.

BUT

i do not want to sleep yet.

WHERE IS YOSEOB?!

will he YOZM before he sleep today?

like he usually does?

i really hope he is getting better.

He has been sick for almost 2 weeks already ㅠ.ㅠ

ahhh!!

Uncle had his first chemotherapy today.

it took longer than i expected!!

i was at the hospital for almost half of the day.

i am getting more familiar with the hospital.

BUT

i am scared ill forgot all the directions in a few days.

lol. i fail.

Labels: uncle, yoseob

I AM BACK.

Monday, May 10, 2010

surprise?

for once, i forgot that i have a BLOG.

wahahahaha.

Today was my 2nd time helping my uncle.

Today was his first radiotherapy session.

When the nurse was talking about the side effects of the therapy,

I was shocked at how scary it sounds. =(

And i shall not remind myself of it. ㅜㅜ

삼촌은 괜찮을거야.

괜찮아질거에요~ ^^

삼촌을 믿지해야징~~

삼촌 힘내세용~!!

화이팅~!!

I think i am getting better at pushing the wheel chair!

proud of me? haha~

Now i need to memorize which level my uncle need to go everyday.

I am such a direction idiot.

ahh,

and my dad is warded,

so i went to visit daddy too, along with uncle~

THAT IS WHY I REACH HOME LATE!

haha~ *they talk & talk & talk*

I shall write here more often.

Labels: uncle

absurd.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

is he playing on me?!

cause if he is.

i won't be liking any of it.

damn it.

abnormal.

Friday, August 14, 2009

ooookay.

so my post earlier was updated

when i was kinda irritated so it sound a bit...wrong?

anyway,

just reached home

and iam breaking away

from-my-every-now-and-then

MIA

hhahaha~

i have no idea why

am i always MIA-ing

when reports and projects are all handed up.

hmmm.

no lesson/school = MIA

anyway,

found out vivian added him

just because she want my house number.

so weird.

didnt even know he have my house number

and they do chat for like what?

a few hours?

how in the world

am i not interested in what they were conversing about.

1 week ago,

before MIA-ing,

i went to school even though iam sick.

THANKS to the panel review presentation. =.=

and after review,

i went to cca.

and after cca,

vivian wanted to die die go pasar malam

at cck even though she stay in tpy!

retarded kid.

it's been a while since i went out with her.

we went out almost errr every week, last year. LOL

and thank god she manage to catch the last train home.

and after that friday,

i start MIA-ing

i just shove my laptop and hp away.

dont care about them at all.

and yesterday, i somehow take a look at my hp.

i was surprise as usual.

hahahah~

so many sms and missed call.

theres like 3 missed call from yoko sensei.

and iam being a bad student by not returning her calls

gomenasai sensei! haha~

i did pick up your call today though.

HAHAHA~

so the reason vivi finding me?

she wanted to drag me to the toy convention!

oh great!

so there i was in suntec today

being dragged everywhere.

i for once

try to understand all the toys

and try to act as if iam enjoying myself.

I SERIOUSLY DID TRY OKAY.

it wasnt THAT bad.

i even bought a bear keychain or something.

but seriously,

it was tiring.

trying to walk the entire convention.

trying to act all bouncy and everything.

BUT

i did enjoyed myself...so...

and after convention.

worst to come.

camp meeting and cca points meeting.

shall not elaborate on these

stupid half redundant meetings.

somehow,

17 year old jia xuan is now my

'crush issues' listening ear.

i wonder how that happened.

some stuff, i just can't ask vivian.

she's as clueless as iam.

soooo...

and she irritate me by saying

how fat she look beside her bf.

silly seriously.

she's not even fat to start off.

weirdo.

sorry about today post being sooo messy and unorganised.

cause my head is currently in this state.

sucks really!